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Happy 22 bday to meeeeeee!

I hope I'll get to use this site a bit more but I'm rarely motivated to make art myself.
I do help other people around me make art, so... You're welcome!

I can't believe how entitled I sounded in my last birthday entries. I was so focused on how many people DIDN'T give me a birthday gift. That couldn't have been fun to listen to.

I'm rather happy now. I consider myself to be successful even if I don't make art like I thought I should be doing.

If anything, realizing that I don't enjoy drawing relieved me of some stress I had before... I was so busy comparing myself to my older brother who's a genius at drawing... But seeing how so many artists seem to compare themselves to others - made me realize how silly it is.

So what is it that I do? What do I want to do? What is a goal I can aim for that makes me feel like I achieved something valuable?
Where does value come from? How do I attach value to a goal? How can I choose which goal to provide meaning?
I still don't know but I'm sure I'll figure it out.

Yea that's right.
I'm deep like that. -Jonikari 2019
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Fetish Art

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I don't plan to use this site very often. I rarely get motivated to draw something high-effort enough to upload here. When I will upload something new here, it's probably going to be lewd, weird and fetishy (as much as this site is going to let me).

This is your warning, watchers. Flee while you can! O.O

If you want to know why the change in subject matter - it's because I've always been passionate about this, I've just only recently have gotten the courage and found the right crowd to draw those sorts of things.
Currently I'm a lot more interested in drawing fetish stuff that wasn't yet made. Maybe later I'll come back to normie territory. Who knows? :3
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Okay, so, I don't have alot to say but I should upload something once in a while to keep intact with this user.

So the last house we moved to was temporary and now we moved to a new and better house.
Now that that's out of the way- what have I been doing during this time? Well, I've practicing drawing inconsistenly and started following some anime artist in youtube, I've finally uploaded my school art project to this site (though I've exected more feedback about it and got pretty much nothing) and basically nothing else.

I am gonna try getting better at art and I know the importance of practices, but for now I'm only good at copying other people's art and hopefully that will change during the following year.
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We got home and almost immedietly started boxing everything in the house and two days later moved to a new house in the same town and we'll stay here around a year until we can find a better house in another town.
The house's alright, although rather inconvinient in some departments, like having no door to me and my bro's room because we live in the top floor, though it has some adventages.
Unpacking took some time, but - we got to use my brother's broken katana to cut some hard-to-cut wrapping and duct tape. :D

Honestly, I split this journal to two because I thought it'll be longer... I guess some thoughts got lost until I got to write this...

But who cares, because, as any other sane guy with absolutely no followers would say, I'm talking to myself here!
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Me and my family went on a vecation to greek on a ship - probably because it's very close and cheap.
We've got a big sum from selling the house because of my mom's divorse... and you don't need to know that. /:

So, anyhow, the majority of the trip we spent on the ship, I got a little seasick on the second day but then I got over it. We made a few stop on a few greek islands and Mom bought us some souvenirs - I didn't want any - there just weren't any good ones I would like to keep.
We did all kind of things on the ship andI generally had fun, even though at some points I felt like my legs would fall off from all the standing in gift shops.

Eventually I returned home only to find we are moving to a new house in two days and that a good rest is still beyond my reach...

Ps. Can someone tell me what is the greek's tourist shops fasination with D*cks?!
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